6:50 AM, 16/10/09
So the past two weeks have been one blurry stream of numbers and anxiety and cortisol pump pump pumping through my screaming veins, sweeping all else aside. A bitter soup that fed deep, not wholly rational fears. A contrast medium that highlighted my shortcomings.
Heh. And just when I thought I was getting back on track round here.
But yesterday a high water mark was reached and the flow has subsided. For now. And I shall use the clarity afforded to consider those shortcomings...
But this morning, driving to work through a phosphene image of street light traffic light tail light against the a dark, rainy predawn of a dawn that ended up never really breaking, I could still feel the slightly sickening buzz at the back of my head. Twin Crystals provided a focus. Of sorts.
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2 comments:
As Marcy noted in her blog..... Breathe. Breathe long and deep and long. Peace.
i'm always so pleased when i click over here and there's a new post up. facebook is dandy and the contrast podcast is great but only in the blog can you really let it out in any sort of depth.
i guess that's my way of saying hang in there. the fall is a difficult season at best, especially for those of us who tend to attract the black dog.
oh, and what nat says. :)
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